Dear Diary,

What a wonderful day! >.< It was so hot this day. Brownout! wohoo! We don't have our class for 3 subjects. . hahah! We keep on eating ice cream. Yum!Yum!Yum! But after that exactly Social Studies the electricity went back. Argh! So we had our quiz and I don't even study or browse my Social Book. hahaha! I got only 6 over 10 plus 1 bonus. hahaha~fail! The same as math time we had our seatwork and discuss about polygons. The teachers left us many assignments and seatworks to do. I think all of our subjects. >.<. Well, its okay. That's life. ~hahah. I'm lazy to tell you stories today my beloved diary. But I have a message... Here it is.

The Art of Letting Go
One of the reasons why people go sentimental,
It's because, memories are the only things that don't change...
When everything else does...
There are things in life that you can't hold on Forever,
no matter how much you fight for it.
Sometimes destiny isn't always good,
it becomes playful.

When you met someone you learned to love,
you thought that it was destiny who made your paths cross.
But what if making your paths cross is just a part of the game
that the playful destiny create?
Making you realized in the end that the person you thought
that was destined for you wasn't really meant to STAY.

But only destined to make
you feel love and leave you
When you've already fallen.
It's not easy to state a reason
when you decide to leave your love.

Some might think it's just an excuse...
Some might not actually believe...
Some will blame you...
Some might even be mad at you...
What they don't see is the fact that...

It hurts you even more
to hurt someone who doesn't deserve to be hurt...
especially when you can't actually
state the reason why you have to leave...

So while you have something in your hand,
put it mind that it's just borrowed.
So that someday when it's gone,
It won't take you eternity just to let it go.

When your feelings get's strong for someone,
it's always wise to stop for a while and give your HEART
~A time to breathe.
A time to use your mind to weigh the situation
based on reason and not on emotion.

Because the saddest part thing that can happen
is one fall in love while the other wants nothing
more than friendship...

There are times when I wish that
I was limited to certain emotion.
So that I'll never have to experience the pain,
never feel disappointed, and never get my fragile heart broken.

But the same thing means that I'll never know
how it feels to love and be loved in return...
the thought of it kind of scares me...

To have a HEART that's whole but numb...
or a heart that's broken real.
Someday, well all be looking back
to those days we learned to love, get hurt, cry and fight.

Maybe when that time comes, we'll be laughing at our old dumb selves...
realizing how stupid we were to stand up for things we knew weren't really meant for us.. But I guess learning takes time, and mistakes make one's journey fun..

Life is what we make it. Love makes the world go round.
So let's live, love and take whatever pain it brings...
Though it's hard to wait around for something that I know will never happen...
It's harder to stop when I know it's everything I've always wanted.
But you know what? I'm glad it happened. We're GOODFRIENDS!
And I'm very thankful for that...

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Quote for the day:
Love can sometimes be magic, but magic can sometimes be an illusion.