"We all experience deadlines. It's just a matter of attitude."

What a seriously pressuring week for me. Articles, reports, homeworks plus breath-taking projects really beat the crap out of me. Anyway, what to say... hmm

So first, there's this friend of mine that I really wanted to make up with. He is not just a friend, he is my best friend. Last year, he and I were very close but some sort of conflict came up, and that's the reason why we're not that close anymore. I guess many of you here know what's that, right?

There's this one time that he said that he misses his bestfriend and as a reply, I said that I would do my best to bring back the old times. I did, but I think he does not see it. I know that I am really doing my best but there's this feeling that holds me back.

Everytime I am trying to get close to him, he is always with his other friends. So, I started to think that, he doesn't need me anymore because he has other friends to replace me. And not just that, he is always with the same person/people and that really makes me jealous - I mean, what is my sense as his bestfriend? Does he still need me? I am still hoping that the answer is a yes.

A part of me knows that I am having hard feelings because I am his bestfriend and that I should be the one he relies on, he tells his problems to, the one he talks with and the one who is always with him. But on the inner side, I know this feeling much - it is as it was as before, only STRONGER.

Anyway, I would like to share something from the facebook App "A Message From God". So far, the pieces of advice that this app told me have been true. So, here it is :

"On this day, God wants you to know that it's your heart that knows who loves you, not your ears or eyes. Listen to the words and you can be fooled. Look at the actions and you can be fooled. Feel deeply into your heart and then you will know the truth. Who makes your heart soar right now? Well, what are you waiting for?"

I really have to talk to him. I guess...