I don't know if its all a coincidence but lots people cried yesterday. Most of them because of LOVE problems. Yeah, what a bad timing, tomorrow's going to be our Junior- Senior Promenade but some felt so sad that day.

As usual, Cheering and JS practices are going on. Whole day no classes! Woot! No school problems, so fun. But still, I felt so sad when I saw one of my friends is crying. There could only be one reason why she's crying... I tried to comfort her and I did my best. I hope I helped. haha Oh well, it's just that, when my friends come to me asking me for pieces of advice or sharing me their sad love stories, I feel so sad. I feel like the past that I have been running away from for years just catches up on me. It just breaks my heart when I remember everything. I don't know, I'm happy with what I'm doing right now. I have no problem with that. But still, I can't hide the tears forever. As much as I want to be happy, but still I can't. I have no idea why. Then some of our musicians in the classroom played the song "Forever More" which made me burst into tears. The song was so sad and I felt the sadness of the melody of the song. I didn't know what to do. I was trying my best to stop the tears but they're so arrogant. I didn't want my friends to see me crying 'cuz they're only going to ask me why I'm crying and I don't know what to tell them. Then after that I was like relieved I cried some of pains in life. But then, I can't stop thinking about it which only makes me cry even more. I started listening to my favorite song Kundiman by Silent Sanctuary and felt so sad again. Then one of my friends approached me and gave me a hug. At last, a shoulder to cry on. I hugged her really tight and told her everything I felt that time and cried it all out. Whew. After that, I felt better. Just laughing and laughing. Still, behind those smiles and laughter, the pain that I'm feeling will always be there...